Tonight I shed my disobedient skin for it has betrayed me. No longer will I be tormented by the crawling beneath my skin as the shadows consume my fragile mind and drag me back in time for another taste of my love.
Tonight I refuse to let the sweet temptation of freedom seduce me. My soul will rejoice in the survival of the beautiful spirit within me that refused to be destroyed by brute forces built to ruin me.
Tonight I will lay my weapons down at the shrine I have built for my dying heart. The reinforced walls that surround my vulnerable and complicated love will serve as a place of worship for my fading memories.
Tonight…whispers and hums will lull my battered and broken heart into a sweet sweet slumber…for my weathered heart knows what my stubborn mind refuses to remember…
Everything will be better after Tonight.